I am grateful. I am thankful for the pain, the transitions and the challenges in life. For feeling small, unloved and unworthy to feeling the power, confidence and trust in life. All that has made me who I am today. I am grateful for being able to see the light, find the joy, and ride the waves. There are certainly days that I am drowning or see no purpose, but there is always a Light. I feel it. On those tough days, I turn away from it, but it's there.

I wanted to post tonight because my staff yet again is triggering me and not respecting boundaries. I want to run away and quit, and yet I feel the slightest amount of compassion. I also feel anger and resentment towards them, and I know it's mine alone and MY feeling. It's quite a melancholy feeling.

Today's mantra: I can do hard things.
If you need to hear it today - so can you, and I send you peace for today! โ˜บ๏ธ

Looking forward to waking with Stacie and breathwork.โœŒ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ

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over 1 year

@aimee I am right there with you! You are seriously kicking ass with life right now, and I am so proud and inspired. You got this girl, and we got you โค๐Ÿ˜˜

over 1 year

I have had the song I can do hard things" run through my head all day today, @aimee! Healing happens by feeling and feeling can be damn hard! Thank you for sharing the progression of being able to hold both... the Sweet and the Sharp, the Good and the Hard, the Drowning and the Surfing... thank you for helping us all remember this today๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ™โค๐Ÿ˜˜

over 1 year

@aimee thank you for this, Aimee. You have articulated the sentiment so well. LET IT BE and I AM OK through the storm. โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’™

over 1 year

l so can relate!! thank you for sharing so we know that we are not alone. l do believe this is one of those lessons we have to learn about ourselves, in order to grow, hopefully we can get it right this time. tho l am quite good at doing it over and over.